Well I had started typing and then ended up erasing it all somehow.. UGH..
Thankyou for your reply.. Its nice to know i have people who think I can and will do this!!
I am doing okay with making friends with myself, taking it easy on myself, and trying not to be too hard on myself.
I am taking the boys to camp this week. Hubby wants some alone time in the house. I"m struggling with this, but it must be done... It was my idea to go, and he was very happy about this. Normally I wouldnt do it.. And i'm a little worried as to why he is so happy about it. but I can not do anything about that so I'm just going to go and do my best to have a good time. I will be back on Saturday.. keep me in your thoughts that I do not call him, and that I act as though i'm having a great time(even if i'm not) which hopefully I will be... when he does call me.. not calling him at night will be hard because i know he is making plans to go out... i just need to trust..
