Put the goofy thing in use right away. It's going to be my 180 to you free of charge Little gift to start off the New Year on the better foot.

I'm glad you feel that your R is a long way from where it was this summer. I guess each time you start to doubt you just need to re-read your threads and see the progress. It will boost your ego and give you energy to continue.


Myself, I'm loosing the energy. The yo-yo of DBing and my sitch gives me upset stomach (literally). When I was away on the cruise I ate like crazy and gained like 5 pounds. In the first day back, even though he wasn't back from his trip(visiting his familY) I already lost all that weight and feel like I keep loosing because there is no indication (as far as I'm concerned) that he wants to work on the R and even though it's been only two and a half months since the bomb I exhausted...I need a sign, I need encouragement from him, I need him to at least admit that there MIGHT be a chance....nothing...nada...