Hi Slowly, I'm doing pretty well. I've been very busy-actually too busy. I climb every Monday, have been seeing a C on Tuesdays, took a photo class for 3 Wednesdays, and hike/climb on Thursdays, out w/hubby or friends on the weekend, shooting my camera, studying for a test for work, looking into school programs, etc.!
H & I have been getting along well. I met him & his friends Fri. and we played pool (which I stink at now b/c I never play) & out to eat, and Sat. they all went to a party w/me. We had some good laffs.
Re: the sexual stuff-we've been having lots of fun. I was encouraging him to do more of what I like by showing and saying I liked it, etc., but then one day he came home buzzed and again did what I don't like. So, I may say something more direct such as "Please don't do that. I don't like it."
I'm feeling particularly anxious today, however. Either PMS or a build up of not having any blow-outs in a while/geting along well. I really feel like asking him if he is looking at I.P. and if he lied to me about it years ago when I had asked how some sites got in his favorites. Can spam take over your favorites and add themselves?
*It's like when I open up my heart more and more to him, I think of something that would break us up permanently. I imagine having a big fight over something and deciding to get a D.
But, we are going on vaca. in 10 days and I don't want to start anything. Yet, I wish I could put my mind at ease. He got DSL for our computer and he was talking about us getting together so I could create my own homepage. I thought, "is he being nice and wanting to share the puter w/me or does he not want me in his stuff/spying?"
Thanks for asking. It may be more than you wanted to know! Karen
