Thanks Ladies!!! So, this week went pretty well. I relaxed some which was nice b/c I had been avoiding being home so much that I just wanted to be home! Fri. we went out separately and Sat. he took me out to din. for my bday. Way to spread it out for 2 1/2 weeks, huh?? He asked what else I wanted to do. I suggested that we go see who is playing at local bar. Sign on the bar said who it was, and we didn't want to see them. So, he asked then what? I said "let's go snuggle." And he asked if I was SURE that I wanted to go home and not go anywhere else. I was, so we did.
I worked on my scrapbook all day Sat. w/some women at the library, and took my dogs hiking Sun. H & I went out to din. Sunday night as well. Lots of ML-mostly HIS initiation! There were a couple nights that I actually wanted to just snuggle!!
So, today a little anxiety is creeping in, which we know, I must nip in the bud. (Where did that saying come from anyway?) He told me yesterday he is going to the river this Friday (with his friends). My sis wants to go too, so I am going with her. H & I have been talking about things to do on Labor Day weekend. There is a festival at the river, but it's not the typical party thingy that they have on Fridays. H wants to go there two days and to cleveland festival one day. So, I'm not sure if he means him and ME go to the river (by home) on that weekend or if he is going with his friends. And I'm scared to ask even though I shouldn't be.
I also have a hard time making convo. with him sometimes. He's not a big talker at all and sometimes when I say stuff, he just says, "hmmm," or "you don't say" kinda sarcastically and I feel like he is not interested in what I have to say. I know he has never been a real big conversationalist...
But, things are still darn good! Just trying to hammer out the kinks I guess. It's just like there's this awkwardness-like I don't know what's "OK" to talk about and what's not. I'm not doing any R talks, but I am curious as to how he is feeling. I imagine he is still scared and needs to see more permanent change. We ARE planning vaca though for Oct or November!
Some of my friends have been less available lately and I feel like one is blowing me off. That's kind of bumming me out. But, my sis and her family are back from vaca, so I'll spend time with them.
H asked me what I was doing this week, and is essentially making his schedule around mine a little. Tomorrow he has band practice-they found a new drummer!
He asked what else I wanted to do. I suggested that we go see who is playing at local bar. Sign on the bar said who it was, and we didn't want to see them. So, he asked then what? I said "let's go snuggle." And he asked if I was SURE that I wanted to go home and not go anywhere else. I was, so we did. 
