I guess I got locked out. I didn't think that would happen on page 9! I'm not feeling particularly creative right now, so I don't have a new title.
I'm feeling really sad and down on myself right now. H was sleeping when I got home yesterday and he left this morn. w/o saying goodbye. I want to talk to him so bad. Should I tell him that I have learned a lot since our S and that I am sorry I didn't listen to ppl/him sooner? I thought that I NEEDED him to help me get better, but now I realize that I don't. I love him and want to be with him.
He may need more time, and I will respect that. Every now and then he seems amenable to me approaching him. Like I said yesterday, I'll have to put the feelers out.
I'm tempted to call his mom and ask if she knows what is going on in his head right now.
