Quote: Please tell me I won't regret having posted this in the morning!!!
well by now it's past morning and I'd be willing to bet you don't regret having posted.
Why should you regret it? it's the truth isn't it? even if only the truth of that particular moment...
I (as you know) fully understand how you feel about this particular issue.
I don't have any real advice other than to continue to know that you are all the great things you listed about yourself and many more.
You do deserve a great companion in all areas!
Is it possible to have that with cj? who knows...it's hard to determine what the real problem is and whether or not it's just a timing factor (I say phewie on that one) or some other issue of his.
One things for damn sure it's only your problem because you're with him...otherwise it's all his problem.