Okay as far as journaling I am just going to say...blah blah blah I very insecure blah blah blah I am completely a craxymaker blah blah brightside I have been biting the tounge. So nothing really to report. He went out last night, I am going out tonight! Shoot even if all my gf's are busy I am just going to go to the all night walmart and walk around for a couple hours. Just need some mystery and maybe for him not to feel so safe that I will be there just waiting around.
I am always just a little on edge. That is what I wonder if it will EVER be comfortable? Not boring just not so scary.
Now to answer the lovely Nevanna's difficult questions:
What am I going to do to work on me?
Well my job just got promoted so I will busier with that, School is gearing up for Wednesday Nights. And a more focused attention to exercise. Also just going to bed and not waiting up for him anymore. (This is something I need to do just for my rest and also to let him know "I don't care if goes out" Even though I totally do. I know he deserves to go out but those friggin trust issues again!)
