Update...H just called to say that he knows I am worried because everything seems back to normal but that he could still end up D. He said he does not want me to worry that we are doing the best that we can and if we could just try and keep things moving forward we are making progress. Wow I am so glad he just called me out of the blue like that. It might be the little reassurance I needed to keep going and make some more positive changes. Like really drop the rope on this whole OW thing. I always think I am dropping it but I am quick to snatch it up again.

Sometimes it so helps to hear something positive, it can carry you for days. He also said ILY. First unsolicited, while we were on this brief phone call I was upbeat light giggly, validating and so appreciative that he had called me. (Things I never was before.)