I have just been around reading threads and trying to relax and have pateince. Give it up to the Lord and stop worrying if he is going to go out tomorrow night. Yesterday was my birthday and I got lovely flowers from him, and he is very nice. But I feel tension becuase I feel he is hiding his Saturday night plans from me. There is nothing I can do about but I am still questioning inside my mind and it is no fun! So I will keep up my prayers for me to change and for him to be safe inside our marriage. I so dread the weekends.