Cheryl, What do you mean by "The H's will not be able to notice anything else when the true change begins." I want to make sure I understand. I am so plagued with worry now and I am not releasing it. I am trying but as soon as I think I walked away from it there it is waiting for me. Like right now I am worried about the upcomming weekend and whether he will go to the bar after work and if ow will be there. It is almost like emotionally I am back at the beginning. I know I need to pray but I worry the "Big Man" may be over my pettiness and my constant worry / lack of faith. I sound pathetic I know.