This is the point that everyone posts about getting to of getting a life but not turning your back on the WAS, isn't it?
I mean before my whole focus was wanting CHL to come home. Now, I just have enjoyed the fun phone conversations with him, but am focusing on doing fun things again and just moving on.
I said I think I took the hard road getting here. But, I won't beat myself up for not getting here sooner. Sooner would obviously have been better but I think I needed the lessons I learned bumbling, stumbling and crawling along.
Now I understand better what everyone was trying to tell me for the past year. I can see that this would be a much better place to have tried to save an R from than the place I was at!
In case no one noticed I woke up in one of my thinking moods this morning!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
