I did not mean to give the impression that I am struggling or depressed unstable today.
I am not. A deep inner sadness but almost if you will a healthy grief? Not, like I have been at times in the past. Just a deep sadness for what is lost and what might have been.
But also the realization that the shelties and I are getting ready to move forward and we will be all right.
I have always heard that God helps those who help themselves, well I intend to do what I can and if it is time then I actually feel at peace with that as well. Not a wish for it, not a trying to figure out how.
Just that, as JJ always says, I am exactly where I am supposed to be at this time.
The future isn't mine to see or worry about. I need to just take care of the now.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
