Aww...Pam that brought the tears that were below the surface out. Thank you so much for the hug.

I am sad today, but not devastated or desperate feeling if that makes any sense.

Ok, I realize there is a possibility that there will still be some sort of contact, e-mail probably, as I will let him know when I am out of PK. He may also have some questions about PK or he may not. So I do know there will be at least the one more e-mail.

If he were to contact me about something at the house I do not mean that I will not speak with him. I have decided despite this mess I don't want to leave it with bad feelings or rudeness.

Actually your observation about being in bondage is a thought I had driving to work.

That as long as I felt anger or hurt or anything about this sitch I was letting it still touch me. I have to let it go, not that that is easy but I know that is what I have to do.

It is a choice, just like love is a choice.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"