Pam,

It sounds like burying the disk will bring you comfort.

I say go for it.

Pamila makes some good points...I would hate to see you set yourself up for failure.

Perhaps a better rule is to not call him unless you've exhausted all other options first?

I'm sorry you are struggling today.

I think you need some comfort and hugs.

Are there any friends you can go visit? Veg out with? Rent a dvd?

Did you ever watch Finding Nemo?

It's a good escape.

Sending you hugs.

PIB