Hi Shay,

Sometimes I feel more confident and sometimes I just feel very stressed and sad. It passes but it still comes, less and less as time goes on I hope.

I don't plan to communicate with him after the D is final. I feel it will be easier to put him out of my mind if I am not communicating with him.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"