I think this post shows how strong you are becoming.
Also, I understand where you are coming from in regards to healing.
I don't know how far you got in my old threads...
But I sincerely believe that I needed that year with my parents in order to heal that relationship.
Now my mom and I are best friends...
And I know that the anger, bitterness I used to feel because of my relationship with my parents has been healed. And that healing is reflected in my current relationship with Husband.