I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. Grief can look like depression, sweetie. Don't be too hard on yourself. I've worked in hospice for a good chunk of my life, and want to tell you one thing I learned along the way:
Grief looks different to every single person.
Let yourself feel the emotions, PIB. Your friend was important to you, and it's healthy AND normal to feel loss when someone is taken from you.
(((((PIB))))))
Bets
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
