I like that... "I'm alert, I'm alive, and I feel great!"
Well, I was thinking people would smack me for telling my mom personal stuff about my relationship. And I wasn't sure, but I thought I might be doing black/white thinking again. That's a constant struggle for me!
I'm thinking I should probably not tell her anymore. But she's like a ferrett...if something IS wrong, she keeps asking questions till I tell her. And then she's all hurt if I don't tell her. And of course, if I say nothing is wrong at all, she keeps questioning until she finds SOMETHING wrong.
Of course, she has a lot going on in her life right now, a lot of stress...so she may not be so concerned with me at the moment...
So perhaps now is a good time to experiment with this?
Dunno.
Also, I've been complaining about everything again.
And I need to stop. It upsets Husband, doesn't make me feel any better.
It's a bad habit.
I think the most positive results I got with Husband was when every word that came out of my mouth was either factual or optimistic.
So, I've got some goals.
I've got a best friend from High School that I'm still close with. Perhaps I should just look at enhancing that friendship rather than trying to find a best friend.
So, that's goal number one. Focus on the friends I do have and try to increase the friendship.
Goal number 2. Focus on increasing the optimistic things I say. Decrease the complaints.
Goal number 3. Attend my doc appointment on wed. Explain to him what is going on and ask him to let me try some different thyroid meds.
