Congratulations Merrick!! You sound as though you have come to peace w/a lot of things. I am so happy that your faith has helped you through this. I have been w/you for a long time and continue to admire your patience and the wisdom that emulates from your thread. I also believe that God has plans for us and we just don't know them yet. May you continue to be blessed w/wisdom and insight and may God show you the best to come in the future......Tootles.........
