Merrick--I just want to say what a great job you have been doing and you are so amazing!! I used to be anitasues and I have been keeping track of you and you really have been such an inspiration!!! I wish I could offer some words of wisdom, such I was a walk away. My ex and I do things as a family on sudays for our dauthers sake. I know it must be extremely hard for you but tink my ex just tucks his feelings for me away and the hurt is taken away by the joy he sees in my daughter's eyes when we do things as a family. I wish I could be more help to you, best of luck to you