Wow! Leave this BB for a few hours and Jennifer has gotten her DB Coaching degree! Betsey need not apply.

Well Jen, put your thinking cap on now because I'm feeling a bit meloncholy today. TKKC1's sitch has me down, another local friend and successful DBer his friend in similar straits call me this morning for support, my W's family wants to call her C to make sure W is telling her the "whole truth," , a mutual friend of me and W sent me an e-mail telling me to get out of the M and I'll thank him ten years later, and I can't get hold of my L to reconcile some retainer language so that the S process that W so desperately wants can begin.

On top of that, I had such a good time last night relaxing with Jennifer and H2H and being myself--that today seems so flat. And I'm still a man--so although I was focussed on my attractive dinner companions last night, every time I looked up from our table there were unignorable schools of sophisticated and enticing NYC ladies walking up and down the street. Today I feel like a pathetic salmon swimming upstream against the cultural torrent of infidelity and self-gratification.

On the plus side, Jennifer and H2H offered some critical comments on my online personal ad --but then ditched the efforts by reminding me that I was married. Yeah. I know.

Okay, that's just venting and getting it off my chest. I will feel better!


Keep on fighting the good fight.

Merrick