Myrrh, forgot to add something else... I find I get grumpier when I haven't taken care of "me" lately. Like getting out to see my friends or something special just for myself. Is the same true for you??

H also told me last night that now I'm what he'd really been wanting all along. That he liked the new changes/attitude. (Ie, the tattoo...that I will drink with him now...that I go out to bars and go dancing...hell, that I'm more outgoing.) I realize he meant it as a compliment, but it hurt my feelings. For one, I didn't do it all for him--these are things I did for me. And two...does that mean I wasn't completely what he wanted in the first place??? Yeah, I know, doesn't matter. It still stung.

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