Thanks Mak. I'm feeling a little calmer now. Still sad, I miss her. I had been wanting to go spend a nice day with her outside sometime...was just waiting for a day when it wouldn't be too hot for her.
H gave me a big hug, though. He was very sweet, told me I should take a rose out to where she's buried. He always liked her well, but hadn't seen her in a very long time, because of the sitch. (Lady stayed at my parents' house.) He's a real animal lover (like me), and I think he was kind of hurt as well.
H just left for work. I'm feeling very calm about our R today. Much better after his dinner yesterday with xrm. It's a nice feeling.
Hope you have a good evening. I'm going to have glass of wine and curl up in bed.
I'm feeling a little calmer now. Still sad, I miss her. I had been wanting to go spend a nice day with her outside sometime...was just waiting for a day when it wouldn't be too hot for her. 
He was very sweet, told me I should take a rose out to where she's buried. 
He always liked her well, but hadn't seen her in a very long time, because of the sitch. (Lady stayed at my parents' house.) He's a real animal lover (like me), and I think he was kind of hurt as well.
