Hey Mak, thanks for stopping by. Some interesting thoughts...
Quote: I think that I really wanted to have a kid, but I was afraid to open up and say so.
I wonder if this isn't true with H, also. He told me when he was in high school, he used to daydream about being married and having kids. Then, I think the responsibility scared. He's always saying he's like his dad (his dad is a deadbeat who abused his mom). Sometimes I think it's not that he doesn't want kids, it's that he's afraid of it.
It also may be that H has let me in more, emotionally. He's always told me everything. I know more about him, the secrets that he is afraid of, that sort of thing, than anyone. But I know I feel like he's less afraid to feel things with me. He also told me, once that, that he finally felt close enough to me, that he loved me that much, that he did want a kid.
Quote: I would always say that I did not want to get married and have kids, but deep inside I wanted the opposite.
Some interesting thoughts...
