I am reading your posts and weeping. Even the Cs that I made this disclosure to maintained (I suppose professional) distance. I wish my DH had had the cojones to get this mad about it.

Ironically, the man (my father) who abused me died of bladder cancer 3 years ago. It was a slow painful death. I watched him go from a strapping 6'3" 300 lb man to a gaunt 98 lbs just before he died. He suffered all sorts of pains and indignities.

(((((((()))))))s to all!!

I don't mind the sun sometime The images it shows I can taste you on my lips And smell you in my clothes Cinnamon and Sugar And softly spoken lies You never know just how you look Through someone elses eyes BHS-"Pepper"