No, even if I blissfully loved her, I don't think it would be practical to move right now. Maybe it will be easier in a few years as they begin to graduate from high school, but right now, I think they need me close by.
A related thing that just popped up was my use of this statement: "When I don't feel that connection, I start feeling like I don't matter to you and consequently, why should I have to agree with you?" Well, why SHOULD I have to agree with her, even if I felt the connection? Part of my problem is that I sometimes feel I HAVE to agree with her, to keep the peace. Maybe I need to "give peace the boot".
