honey, To answer your ?'s, I haven't made much progress with counseling by myself. I've really tried to sell joint counseling to my DH saying that it could improve our sex life, but again, he believes it's not his problem.
That said, I want to report that my DH is a happy camper right now as we ML yesterday am and today am. I am happy to say that I am not feeling depressed, I am not feeling the buzz that some of you described, but I am not depressed! Maybe I just needed someone to be interested and supportive to my plight. I'm hoping this is not a fluke. I am going to try out my is-this-a-fluke-or-not theory over the next week
I am not in denial that I most likely have a lot of hard work ahead of me, but am enjoying the moment.
((((())))s to all for your input and support.
I don't mind the sun sometime
The images it shows
I can taste you on my lips
And smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and Sugar
And softly spoken lies
You never know just how you look
Through someone elses eyes
BHS-"Pepper"