Lass,
Thank you for your heartfelt post! Yes I've been in counseling with male, female, psychiatrist, therapist, a pretty good variety. I haven't tried hypnosis. I don't think I have repressed memories. I know those are famous last words. Although my memory is subjective and has more than a few holes in it, the memories of abuse are vivid and retreivable.

Thanks, Wilde, I appreciate the male input. I never knew if H was right or not, but I did know that it made (and still makes) me feel pretty lousy.


I don't mind the sun sometime The images it shows I can taste you on my lips And smell you in my clothes Cinnamon and Sugar And softly spoken lies You never know just how you look Through someone elses eyes BHS-"Pepper"