I have been assessed for physcial/hormonal problems. I even sought second opinion just to make sure.
I do have childhood/family issues that I have been in therapy for. I am tired of talk therapy, after trying several therapists and nearly two decades of talk I am not any better for it. The depression is just something I know will be there and I have learned to live with (or around as the sitch may require).
I don't mind the sun sometime
The images it shows
I can taste you on my lips
And smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and Sugar
And softly spoken lies
You never know just how you look
Through someone elses eyes
BHS-"Pepper"