Hey all, just thought i'd hop on for a minute...gotta catch up on stuff for work tonight, so not much time.... Pam, you mentioned how I never spent much time feeling sorry for myself, well this evening I think I'm blowing that..maybe not sorry for myself, but incredibly frustrated with H's still being w/OW, and with trying to figure out what to do next (other than strangle one or both of them, that is) The flirting seems to work, being kind of coy, clingyness and angst sure does not work, I think "acts of service" and words of afirmation have more of an effect than he wants to let me know....last night the guy was HORNY....LOL...after I sent him the email that I was missing him and spending time w/him....he's told me he likes cards and emails, but I'm afraid of overdoing it or being too predicable and so pull back...I didn't hear from him at all today, didnt email him...
Do any of you see that I've made progress in my sitch? sometimes it's so hard to see from the inside....
I guess one good thing, the fear is not there....Frustration in MEGA doses, but not fear.......I hope it's gone for good.
