I'm kind of going in circles here, trying to figure out what to do next. It has also occured to me that maybe I over reacted to H's "coming back" a month ago...I was so ecstatic I could have danced across rooftops. Maybe that scared him back into his MLC tunnel? I don't know.....I do know it seems like every break up they have is "bigger"....

What do you all think about if he takes a different job but has to drive through her little town? i don't know ....


been around awhile!