For what it's worth, OW is here at work today, so H was being truthful this time, maybe that's why he got so angry, out of the frustration..... thank god she's here. It's just that he's told such huge lies so many times, when I trusted him so completely.....that is a very big hurdle to get over, especially when I know he hasnt ended it........
I remember when we had the "blow up" on vacation and H said "you HAD this won, now I don't know".....I keep hoping it still isnt back to square one..... Even though I'm not afraid, and I do feel like I will be ok, I still want H and our M..........
