Hye, rotts-I appreciate you stopping by. I have no clue whats going on. We are leaving tomorrow for my d's competition in Maryland so that trip will be interesting. I'm just going to have a good time and remember that I am there for my d. I think maybe he is still hurting from my affair. or maybe he is sneaking around dating this other girl because he doesn't want to be the first to date, but he got caught! even though he has only been on a couple of dates. I was his first and only girlfriend, so maybe he wants to see whats out there. He does want a good environment for our d to grow up in and maybe keepin around makes him feel like he is doing that. I really am at a loss. Since we have been divorced I think neither of us has let go and maybe if we fully let go when can see what we lost. maybe, Im graspimg.
