SD diary. Incredibly we ML on Thursday which makes three times in one week. I should be happy about it but sadly the quality is seriously lacking. The first time (last Thursday), I took her all the way by bj and then couldn't raise anything of interest myself. The second time was great (albeit after a massive argument which curiously turned her on) but again I took her all the way and couldn't O myself. Thursday was disappointing because I approached her and she was OK about it. I warmed her up for a while then asked her to lie on top of me but she refused. I climbed on but I just couldn't get turned on enough and as she wasn't into it at all it just fizzled out. Afterwards she got cross because she thought it was Friday then realised it was only Thursday. We are on vacation for 2 weeks and there will be no chance of action which I think is probably a good thing. I have some serious relaxing to do because my expectations are too high for myself as well as her and I am just getting disappointed by our lack of connection. Anxiety levels are too high in other words. SD - See you in two weeks.
