Friday morning. My gloom of this last week has lifted due to an amazing phenomonen last night. W initiated again! and it wasn't even Friday! After watching Big Brother she went upstairs for a bath. I had ordered two new books "How to make great love to a woman" and "How to make great love to a man" and they had arrived in the morning. I hadn't had a chance to read them but a quick skim through showed they were quite "tasteful". When W came into the bedroom I dropped the books on the bed saying I thought these might be interesting but she said "Put those away" in a horrified voice. I left the room saying "You put them away" and had my (fairly long to give her time to look at the books) bath. When I came back in, the books were nowhere to be seen and she was in bed. I turned off the light and got in (not expecting anything) I just lay there a while and she put her arm out so I cuddled her. We then talked for a while (I told her how lovely she is etc.) and suddenly she said that she was going to try to meet my needs every Friday but wasn't sure that she could manage 2x per week. I said that was OK because the other time per week could be cuddle time which would be just as good. She then said we could swap Friday for Thursday this week if I liked! She initiated - wonderful! I said some more lovely things to her and gradually wandered my way down. I asked her "Would you like me to take you all the way?" and she said "Yes please!". As things progressed she carressed by arms which she has never done before and even pushed my arm to show she wanted "treats". It was the best time ever. Tonight (Friday) all the children will be out so we will be on our own. This morning I asked her out for a meal tonight so I hope we will have a lovely time together. I can't believe this is happening. SD - In love and all over the place.
