Quote: I was left feeling Fused and cheap. I disclosed my strong feelings at that moment for nothing...
So, SD, it sounds to me like you're actually AHEAD of the game, compared to where I was when W and I went downtown to celebrate our 25th anniversary. I felt pretty much the same way, except I didn't have the guts to self-disclose the way you did. Even if I had, it may not have changed much, but at least I would have had the comfort of knowing I was up to the challenge. You stepped up to the plate. Too bad there was no pitcher. Not sure if that translates into Cricket or not...
Anyway, the thing is to analyze that now, and discover WHY you felt the way you did... no doubt there are some clues there as to your fusion issue(s), which you can use to your eventual advantage, if you are wise...