Azure, I hope you don't lock up. You really are an intelligent person and you have those qualities that draw people to you. You need companionship now. Let your friends help you through this DARK time. Not just those of us on this BB but your local friends. Lean on them. I am sure they will be be happy to spend time with you. Have a coffee with them. They will listen. Lean! Azure Lean! Ron
My new goal #1. Find happiness and hold onto it. Forget everything else. It doesn't matter. (Happiness helpers: Respect, Friendship, Humor, Music, Passionate Sex)
