I try to tell myself this....that no matter what I did to save the M, ultimately it wasn't meant to be. Sometimes it is really comforting and sometimes I still feel the "coulda/shouldas" creeping up on me!!
(((((AZURE))))) Thought you could use a hug.
Happiness is like a butterfly: the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.... (thoreau)