Big hugs, and if you need to vent on H , it's OK. Even if he is going through a difficult time, you are allowed to feel whatever you feel toward him.
Look up the movie today, and go this weekend, or better yet, I think a couple of the scientists are going to be at one of the shows, or it may have already happened. Go to the movie, and think of me, especially when she is using the blue eyeliner.
BTW, I used to play trumpet too. jenhoco
Sometimes the lights all shining on me, other times I can barely see. Lately it occurs to me, what a long, strange trip it's been. -- Grateful Dead