You have been so helpful and supportive of me, and I wish to offer that support back to you!! I think about the people here in my real life. I think about pumpkin curry in SF, and wonder how humid it is in Fla., if NSN is drinking her ensure . I went on the trip down the coast with you (highway 1?)
I would love to read the e-mail in full, if you feel like posting it sometime. Your writing really touched me on the WAS' perception of our being OK. I have taken my recent developments as an opportunity to tell H some of the things I have really done and gone through. I did feel better that I was able to get some of those things off my chest, even though I didn't get the verbal response I would like. It opened a door for me to say, "this is not the path I chose, so what do I do now"? to H.
Your H is in immense pain, and so are you. Please do whatever you can live with. Try to put yourself in a state of mind a year from now, and look back on your actions now, what will you choose to do, or not do? and how will that affect you?
This journey is so much deeper than I thought, and I have a feeling that there are so many more layers, infinite I believe. I love your river analogy. A Taoist thought.. "whether you are fighting the current, or flowing along, you are still going in the direction of the river"
jenhoco
Sometimes the lights all shining on me, other times I can barely see. Lately it occurs to me, what a long, strange trip it's been. -- Grateful Dead
. I went on the trip down the coast with you (highway 1?)
