Azure, Posting here is really something each person needs to decide on her own. I know you were a little up when you met with H at your home and thought he might have decided to call off the D. It would be easy to fall hard if you found that is not the case.
I'm so sorry that you have hit this bump in the road. Don't do anything rash.
Ron
My new goal #1. Find happiness and hold onto it. Forget everything else. It doesn't matter. (Happiness helpers: Respect, Friendship, Humor, Music, Passionate Sex)
