Azure, It really is important to show that self confidence that you are showing now. H will see that. If a friendship develops, that is a good thing. If more, even better. If nothing, at least you have that self confidence back that makes you a better person. You are on the right track. These things take time. Ron
My new goal #1. Find happiness and hold onto it. Forget everything else. It doesn't matter. (Happiness helpers: Respect, Friendship, Humor, Music, Passionate Sex)