I am so sorry that things are bad for you right now, my friend. I hate what this is doing to you.
I get like this sometimes and I've found that what works is to have a short period of really good crying, hitting pillows, etc....and then....just sit there. Feel it and then let it go. It never really goes away but I have come to sorta control it so that at least it's now "out there". I don't smile if I dont' feel like it. I walk slow if I feel like it. I don't try to be happy and perky if I don't feel like it....I just am.
Quote: I'm taking a break from the BB I think, my mind is so confused, taking a break from it all.
I know how you feel. What if you just take a break from trying to save the M and just be you...whichever "you" you feel like being, regardless of what H says or does?
Please take care and stop by and let us know how you're doing. My thoughts and prayers are with you today Cathy.
