Oh Hope, I think OW is winning--the pull and her money and her desparateness, they can have each other.

Just finished talking to H, OW was at the weigh in on Saturday, I hate this, I hate this..I cannot believe that woman would come and I didn't even know she was there until now! H asked me what I wanted for child support, blah, blah, said there was nothing in or R, I told him he was free to go, the cage door is open.

There was a lot more to the convo, but it just sucks that I'm in this spot, just ridiculous, and then our S. I told H that OW does not care about our S, she wanted H and that was all, she met our son a year and half ago and that Bryce was not going to be involved with that woman.

Said I didn't think she was fit to be around, asked him if she was okay mentally and H said yeah other than the fact that she's madly in love with me...

well you know what I am done, he can leave, I am so hurt, so dam hurt that he doesn't think there's anything to our R/M and I also told him that OW does not respect marriage and that is sad. That all she cares about his YOU. Not our son, YOU. He is so buffaled by her, she can have him. I am so sick of this, so tired of the way it affects every other area of my life, I mean here I sit at work a mess, ready to cry and I have all this stuff to do..

Then I started to cry on the phone and he has the nerve to ask why I'm crying that we're just having a conversation..he obviously doens't think I have any feelings at all. I said when we got married I NEVER thought he'd be having an A with someone and here we are in this mess...and he said yeah we're in a mess, well he's in a mess.

I was crying and he had the nerve to say we'd finish the conversation at home, he's an ass, someone with no feelings.

I also told him that it was him, that he's the one that doesn't care about me, never did and doesn't want me close to him and that it's HIM not me.

The drama continues. I'm just darn mad and don't know if I can pull myself together or not before I have to see the idiot tonight.

Cathy