H hasn't drank/pd OW a visit for 20 days, almost three weeks! H is still making those baby steps In looking back over the last six months since H moved back things have slooowwwlllyyyy been improving My anger is melting out of me Dang when did I become this person who spends less time being angry/resentful and is now spending her time being happy and at peace. I think a BIG reason is becuase I have all you wonderful friends here on the BB who let me spew and vent and then make the see the other side. Which in the past I was never able to see. I have learned so much in the last year!
A huge positive for ME is that I am more of a "let's not react too soon, let's think about this" kind of person whereas as this time last year I was still over reacting to things I had no control over. or to things that ended up working out in the end and really DIDN'T affect me like I thought they would...hmmmm. the bounce back is so much quicker, too! I wonder if my H notices as he would never comment or mention it to me...I mean that would be a compliment wouldn't it. BUT, maybe he does in his own way...whatever that it is.
We have a mouse in our house and I had a trap set on the counter as this was where the majority of activity was, that I could tell anyway. The dang thing got into my purse the other night and ate my vitamins kept in a baggie Well last night S4 went into the kitchen, came back out by me and said he had moved it to the floor. I told him he shouldn't touch the trap, it might go off. Last night I'm laying in bed and I hear a "whap" and some scurring of feet. We got our mouse and my face lit up and I thought, we will be okay, S and I will be okay.
I had S4 call H this morning to ask H to pick him up from daycare and take him to swim lessons. S4 told H he got a mouse and I heard H telling S4 to have me take it outsdie and get rid of it, which I didn't do. Yuck! I have a meeting right after work and did mention it to H yesterday when I spoke with H on the phone. I'm thinking I might have a little ME time after the meeting, maybe take in a movie or just sit and meditate at a park.
Well last night S4 went into the kitchen, came back out by me and said he had moved it to the floor. I told him he shouldn't touch the trap, it might go off. Last night I'm laying in bed and I hear a "whap" and some scurring of feet. We got our mouse and my face lit up and I thought, we will be okay, S and I will be okay.
