I can totally relate to being miserable. My family and his family gets mad at me sometimes when I say, I undestand why H is having a hard time coming home. Why would he want to take a chance on coming home to the same B*&^&?!
They all say but you have come such a long way and how committed you are to your M. Then was then and now is now. You have always been wonderful with some flaws just like H. He is not perfect.
I say to myself but you didn't have to live with me!!!!!! I was a B*(&* on wheels.
