Well this weeked was just ok. I feel like it is getting to that time to move on. W and I talked a little over the weekend and I came away with the fact that she doesn't feel like it so she won't ML to me.

I don't remeber how we got on this subject but we were talking about Lesbians. She was telling me that lesbians only have sex for the first year or so and then basically stop. I said that was a bunch of bull!!! That there are women out there that like sex evey bit as much as men. She said that women don't reall want sex and that was it. That men are just competely sexual and that is all we think about.

With this thinking I don't know how I am every going to get through to her that this is important to what I need to stay in this marriage. And yes I have told her and I am not seeing really any changes.

Every time I think about leaving right now I think of my Daughter and really don't want to break that up. I guess I need to work on my feelings about this.

Lee