I have been thinking a lot about what I have been doing. I have been doing a lot of what everyone else here who is HD. After getting so frustrated with what has been going on in my sex life with my wife. I would have the talk to end all talks let her know what I thought should happen then go on to try and be the best husband I can be. Then after no actions for a week or two I would get angry. Then we would finally ML after a month with out then I would be complacent<sp> for a while then the whole cycle would go over again and again. I think it is time to keep my wants and needs to the for front of my marriage. I really have not kept that up before.
I find my self thinking that it would be just easier to just end it and start over with my life. But I know that I need to exhaust every avenue before actually following through on that.
