Hi Yaz - I share your hurt and frustrations. Strange as it may seem, NG did not see how his continued contact should hurt me, after all, he was being more loving, more attentive to me than ever before. Duh. Evidently, compartmentalisation is an art some people master.
About being strong, well, it seems to be a double edged sword. I'm fairly sure if I'd had a breakdown a few months ago this would have been over.
