I really know your path well and boy, it brings a lump to my throat. I hope you are able to mull this over for a few weeks to see how you're really feeling.
I know the hurt and pain are ever present, but go back and look at the positives you have written lately. They mark progress...
Hope your days are happier and filled with joy that only you can give yourself.
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
Betsey 
